Grief. It sucks, let me tell you. My psychiatrist/therapist is retiring. I have to be honest with you—I’m scared. I’m terrified of this change. I just got all of my meds straightened out. I don’t want some new doctor who doesn’t know me to overhaul what’s not broken. I’m afraid. I’m not new to the medication change merry-go-round. My doctor and I have a good thing going and I don’t want it messed with. The grieving, though. That’s another thing. How am I ever going to find anyone as good as my doctor, who is retiring? He is irreplaceable. I’m devastated right now. My doctor assures me it’s going to be okay. How is this ever going to be okay?